has caused irrepar
I’m sorry seems to be the only
phrase with meaning from me
to you, and still, I imagine
for you it means nothing.
I am low, yes. I did things.
I did what I wanted. And yes,
I wanted it, want it still. I was not
tricked, duped, or manipulated.
I made a choice. I always have
a choice. I chose, I do choose.
I will not make excuses. Excuses
are tired and soggy. I will not attempt
to explain it away. You may ask
and I will answer.
I will not blame.
I will not run from the yelling
Voice, who caught up with me
to form the words,